Tong Hua (童话) Cover - English/Chinese + Violin/Trumpet by Jason Chen & J...

How i wish i could sleep with my dream, and it turn up to be the real that i wish. But reality sink in. Ah... life! The days that filled with passion,motivation seems so far from me now, and i struggling to find them back. Faith lies. Blame on the winter sonata/ christmassy feel with singing fairytale of New York here.

Haha. Being lame again.

Note: I hope i survive through the week.

Determination

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Ps: You have got to get up every morning with determination if you are going to go to bed with satisfaction.

Seasonal Affective Disorder

Isn't it good to have someone with you during this time?

Note: The lost me.Gotta do something about it. 

Self-inspire; EQ

Too judgemental 

Too sarcastic

Too self-ignorant

Too 'taking for instructions'

Wakeeeee up!

And if one never come across the ugly side of the world, perhaps one would have never learn from it, and more likely be positive with everything.And should really be clear that work and personal thoughts, perspective and the time remaining,really need to be separated. 

Time for a change.

Cheer up! I'm sure there are much better things in life for everyone =)

Matt Cardle sings The First Time (Ever I Saw Your Face) - The X Factor L...

" Give strong drink unto him that is ready to perish,and wine to those that be of heavy heart. Let him drink and forget his poverty,and remember his misery no more."

Slept for 20 hours. Or should i say lying on the bed ? Something i have not done before. Damn, is menstrual spasm. No class. No food. No talk. Only shouting for help and took 3 tabs of PONSTAN. I think is another way of committing suicide. I realised that this sick just give me too much burden and problems. Unhealthy at all! Hate it! I am not supposed to be here uploading my blog but land in Nottingham for the Nott Games and yeah i missed Bonfire night yesterday at Green Glasgow. When i woke up this morning, I would tell myself what a day it has been, so much i have missed up....But at least i realised something: Like going to have some biscuits to eat after all the suffering because i was just too tired but ended up eating Fish and Chips with a cup of Milo and with warm concern from her. I can only say that i have such a lovely bestest. 

She is still the best for me.For 8 years.Although we don't share much recently,but we know what is on each other mind. Love her loads. 

On a lighter note, it is good to stay here in Glasgow as i am having class test in 1 week time which i have not started my revision at all! 

Note: Mom, Evening Primrose Oil seems doesn't help me at all. Some Pak Fung pills pls. =) And must remind myself to have more exercise. 

1 day Sheffield and York

Interviewer: So you are yling?
Me: Yes
Interviewer: You look tired. Are those pimples ? Big.
Me: erm (smiles) Yeah.....
( never expected to start with this situation )

I always think i am quite lucky when it comes to this. The demand i put and expectations i wanted to achieve always come at the right moment. Especially in this interview. Not smart. Not brilliant. Not talented. Very blur ( with the thinking look on), no additional/extra quality. I have no idea how i got in this. Once again, i felt a bit surprised and worried that i am unprepared for it. As for me there is always other who is always better than me and have the ability to go for this. And damn, i dont even remember what the hell is interview likely to be! But then i know i will pull off for this. Although the process was stressful and boring ( everyday stuck in the room), I had read hell lots of stuff  for this Lloyds, stuff that i wont even interested/bother if I am not under this. I don't like the feeling of not able to answer when the interviewer question me. But this 45 min interview  ( more than 10 questions bombarding) was a fruitful experience. Who would have thought that the topic about pharmacy could be so interesting. xD I learned a great knowledge and the correct way of communications ( not with your friends type lol ), and then to fight for the fear to talk to your boss in the future. Although i didnt put so much hope for the result, but i got what i want. =)

The journey to this interview was #$@%$#%. Finished lab in the afternoon and took 5 hours plus of trains with 3 transits plus all the insomnia in the train and dizzy. That day was simply *insert*. Passed by whole lots of places to get to Yorkshire.
Glasgow-Edinburgh-Doncaster-Sheffield-Yorkshire-Scunthorpe
Scunthorpe-Doncaster-Newcastle-Edinburgh-Glasgow
Mom, you can imagined how much i spent on this trip. LOL
The stay in sheffield was nice! Queen size bed with a lovely breakfast before went for interview.Thanks to the host Peter. Staying in a rented house out of uni is much way better than hostel lol. I will come to Sheffield again one day!

I think the lack of sleep is killing me these day. Dead.

Pleasures

Life is full of these. Eventhough you are overload with workload that seems cant finish,yet you still feel the happiness in it.

My first attempt is on tomorrow. Speaking is never my forte. At all. Now....talking for 45 min?!

Please let it be a smooth one.

Pray a little harder. * finger crossed*