Getaway

The trip to London at Christmas was great. London is a shopping heaven i would say, not so much on the scenery. It was a place that all of us fell in love with especially during this boxing day,with all the up to 70% discount. Very enjoyable ( esp when you can get the things that you demanded long time ago in a affordable price). There was no plan initially as where to start, but all based on the map, truly no constant on-the-go planning, indeed it was good. The most unlucky was the strike action which affected the train schedule, so mostly was walking around London instead using public transport. Truly exploring holiday.

Due to the budget, we searched for the cheapest hostel for accommodation, which explained the good and the bad. The hostel rewarding some good live show, which you can see the angmo making love anytime,anywhere, even in front of you. One of the funny incidence was to check out the toilet for their after used condom which is pretty hilarious. And without all these, the hostel seems to be a dead place,which i bet no one will ever want to stay at it again.

I was with one of the loveliest group of people which made the trip even more meaningful. So much of sharing, so much of laughter, so many hilarious and sarcastic talk.     ( I can know how Zicky likes to listen to people ML-ed in a toilet ).

And thanks everyone for making the trip a relaxing and enjoyable. It was really awesome. Now that i am back to reality. Reality like to sink in somehow. Exam are in 2 weeks time, but i barely touch the books. I cant seems to find the motivation.

The best part of a relationship, is getting to call the person, or lay down next to them, and tell them all the craziest stuff that happened to you all day long. In the end that's what it is about. It's not about sex, not about the money they give you, not about how much you owe them, not about how good looking,rich they are. It is about them listening to you talk for hours and hours and hours, about stupid shit that doesn't matter and all the crapping. 

Torn.Away

Once i have made decision and promised i will never let myself fall into the same situation and never let them take me alive. Apparently it struck and yet the dignity refuses to give in. The feeling is suffering. And the greatest is i give up when i push myself too much, in fact i found out that i actually remain silence whenever i discovered something that i refuses to know it. Suffer. Keep going. Sometimes, it takes just a little to remind how much i have. Yet, i always feel that the next day will surely be a beautiful one.

However, i actually find a rubbish collector for it.Perhaps i think her smile will just heal every moment to happiness. (sound gay) There were no one who would agree for her crazee sports routine. In fact, there may be reason behind. =P

                                                                      Jo Lene, the sayang angel 


A girl who let me waited for few hours, and get back to me with her drunken look and strong alcohol smell.
A girl who like to listen to EMO song when she is sad.
A girl who i get to know more at the end of sem 4, which is so not enough.
A girl who i think that deserve to be happy and can just screw people up because she deserve for it.
A girl who share the same thought and perspective of  l***
A girl who share her stories and secrets when they lying down on the bed together.
A girl that express her feelings deep and cry in front of me.
A girl that i can trust on ( you betta be!)
A girl who i gave a big hug when i listen to her speak.
A girl who has lots of romantic projections and fishing skills.
A girl who i know deep down that she loves me,and vice-versa

( All these came with a little bit of perasan-ess. Just a little huh)


In fact there are more which i cant scramble all here, and i cant bring myself to talk to her . I miss you darling.

Rambling

I could not bring myself to update this blog as it will made me realised how shit my life is. Shity is because with all the test going on, and university has been shut down three days for the SNOW. A good excuse for being lazy. Inefficiency. Unproductive. Uncompetitive. Insignificant life. In fact i see it this way.

People can lead their life as a lie, and i am forced attempting the answers. I guarantee you, it is better this way. And it's not the fear of knowing the answer, or i am incapable of loving because i can.It is just that if ever demand for a honest answer, you would like to know that you will be in all this pain. You chose not to know the fact and accept the fate.

There are a lot of things i do not notice. But when i take an observe on them, i will store them in my heart. That is an ideal choice for me.

I dont even know what am i thinking. Yeah the mood came again.