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Dream within a dream

Was watching Inception for the second times,  nurtured by the genius of Christopher Nolan and with the excellent cast headed by Leonardo DiCaprio.

This is the very few movies that i will watch it over and over again. Despite knowing little about the movie beyond its premise, i have been having hard time explaining this film and how i admire Nolan thinking for creating the world of Inception. Perhaps have you ever have this kind of brilliant craft before? 


Inception is the act of going into a person's dream and planting an idea, where they create the world of the dream and bring in the subjects into the dream, and the subjects who will  fill it with their subconscious. It discusses the nature of reality and the fact that what we believe to be true is nothing but our brain's interpretation of what it perceives our world to be and that our mind can perceive illusions as real and create physical reactions that respond to what it creates. 


I think i am having  difficulty explaining the plot. But is a well worth movie if you are willing to sit down for 148 min and twist your mind for it. 

Thoughts

Dear yling, please do something more interesting and get out of this black and white lifestyle.

I am finally done with exams!( Okay, that was like one week ago) Woohoo. All i did was writing a lot of rubbish  throughout the essay questions. I hate it when we always don't get answers to questions. Not to say all the stupid coursework. They are not fully trusted marked. Past papers have no answers. Even you have, that will be the answers that you attempted yourself, and don't even know whether is correct or wrong.

That is Uni i guess.

Post-exam syndromes
-REALLY free
-Sleep at 10 pm and wake up the following day at noon.
-Resist travelling because i just want to get pigheadedly ( as always ), ended up watching Hong Kong drama Cant buy me love, and finished the 30+ episodes in 3 days. In fact is a nice funny drama. Good laugh.
-Reading unnecessary stuff,(Oh well, i didnt actually say is philosophy book! ) You can actually do argument with this book when you have nobody to argue with! They have their way of challenging thinking.
-No Coke! But due to the inbalance diet during exam period, i have a lot of fruits accumulate-18 apples, finish them in **** days. Still, till now not yet.

Note:Doing nothing is a much underrated inactivity.We have this kind of mind that 'something must be done', and it is worth stopping to ask why. Action is the enemy of thought sometimes. It may make us feel that we are dealing with the problem but in fact you might be making it worse. The bias towards action over inaction is extremely important.If it ain't broke, don't fix it.

It may be a wrong thinking. Just a page i came over when reading this book. I think- just because something isn't broken,it doesn't mean we should want it as it is.

Burnt

Slept for 5 hours plus today. The longest sleep in 3 weeks time? I cant remember.

There is only 1 left, one very last but tough Pharmacy Practice paper for me which require a lot of reading and general knowledge. And i am terribly sucks in  this. And then i am done for Sem 5!  Can you believe this? As in 5 subjects in 3 months time. You are gonna be kidding me.

I think i might gain weight in this month, exam period. And WTF i care about it. Huhuhuhhu

Pre-exam symptoms
-Oat with 3 Nutella bread,cereal bar,and milo/coffee for breakfast. And within one hour during the exam my stomach start rambles and scout for food.
-Cook for 3 days food in one time. And microwave / heat it for lunch and dinner. Okay, i know this is very very not healthy.
-It is 2/3 in the midnight. I am doing the boring revision with Mars/Snickers/Boost/Yorkie instead of fruits.
-To get myself alert, think that coffee cant help anymore, i move to Coke. And i finished 3 bottles in 3 days.

For the post-exam symptoms, think i might get to reveal them soon. But it will be much more healthy and interesting than this fucking life. I should say i will open my arms wide to welcome my normal life and start with some non-academic stuff. *cough cough*

Dang dang dang. See who is here? =))))

Hmmm of course i am not the most excited one. My unit is so so so happening, instead of the normal 4 peoples, it came to 6 now with 2 couples' fireworks explosive charge ! Sorry Maymay, I know your unit might be very plain and dull now. ;D

For the past few weeks i felt like i was some atomic bomb which is waiting to explode anytime soon. Maybe the stress level peaking high till the best friend also know it. And there she gave this song. 

I can only say that my heartbeat that time was even higher!

But thanks Jyun. 

I told mom that i have this kind of lifestyle during the exam period, because the time problems and your daughter is stupid and need more hard work compared to others, and she told me it was okay as long as you are not abusing alcohol. ( Since when la >.< )

People you can't live without

  

   I love my housemates,just as how i love my family. 

P/s: I like crapping non-sense sometimes, cause it wake up the stupid brain cells.

Happy New Year

If you ask me how i pass by the last minute of 2010 and the one minute to 2011, i would say i been surrounded by books and notes. But when the clock strike 12 midnight, it is undeniably that there is one force which push me walk into 2011 being in peace with myself because i truly know what this year had give me, and i know what  the year ahead will be.

2010 New Year 

My favorite quote for this year- Life isn't about finding yourself, life is about creating yourself. And based on that perceptions, i recalled what 2010 had given me back, trying to figure out whether i can still remember the up and down behind each memories and stories, or perhaps i should say how i embrace 2010. And based on the self-reflection, 2010 has been a messy and troublesome war, with not fulfilled destiny and the lack of passion to achieve them, splurged with unnecessary balance.

Before proceeding any further, i would like to say that 2010 has its own history and there is no right or wrong, every little count, the whole notion hardly affected by the imperfect, but the progress ad personal growth from it can be checked from the narratives behind each scar and experience. To me, i have spent some days talking to myself about the fears and shine, the good and the bad, figuring out whether i get to learned from the past. It involves stripping pass those cant reset button but going on with the check list.

I bring this up because i couldn't help but to move on. I admire the determination of some of my friends who set the aspirations and achieved the goals, nor it in what way. But mine can never be so no matter how i try hard for it. My years are like a typical student- feed on the books more than others. What i am embark on might be knowing trusted friend, where love and support posed, and guide me whenever i gone wrong. I started my A-level with a non-direction kid, just as any other who first left home. But these 2 years were the encounter one, and where i realised there can be nothing that i couldn't do, both academically or otherwise. My heart take me to where i am now, although i am still yearn for things that i cannot achieve and taught to embrace the university life which i fell in love with ,and  pretty much call this place home. But there were nothing which i couldn't give up to, be the only child in the family, i was cognizance on my responsibilities, and i know the inflection point. I felt trapped within the aspirations as I can no longer sustain it despite i want it.

I appreciate your love and friendship

But there is this saying, every exit is an entry somewhere. I swallow my pride and start creating a new one. I have a reset button in fact. But i know what to preserve, what to destroy and what to create.

So for this year, no new resolutions set because i know what to stop and what to continue behind each stories  , I will color the dream for sure.

Happy New Year!