Torn.Away

Once i have made decision and promised i will never let myself fall into the same situation and never let them take me alive. Apparently it struck and yet the dignity refuses to give in. The feeling is suffering. And the greatest is i give up when i push myself too much, in fact i found out that i actually remain silence whenever i discovered something that i refuses to know it. Suffer. Keep going. Sometimes, it takes just a little to remind how much i have. Yet, i always feel that the next day will surely be a beautiful one.

However, i actually find a rubbish collector for it.Perhaps i think her smile will just heal every moment to happiness. (sound gay) There were no one who would agree for her crazee sports routine. In fact, there may be reason behind. =P

                                                                      Jo Lene, the sayang angel 


A girl who let me waited for few hours, and get back to me with her drunken look and strong alcohol smell.
A girl who like to listen to EMO song when she is sad.
A girl who i get to know more at the end of sem 4, which is so not enough.
A girl who i think that deserve to be happy and can just screw people up because she deserve for it.
A girl who share the same thought and perspective of  l***
A girl who share her stories and secrets when they lying down on the bed together.
A girl that express her feelings deep and cry in front of me.
A girl that i can trust on ( you betta be!)
A girl who i gave a big hug when i listen to her speak.
A girl who has lots of romantic projections and fishing skills.
A girl who i know deep down that she loves me,and vice-versa

( All these came with a little bit of perasan-ess. Just a little huh)


In fact there are more which i cant scramble all here, and i cant bring myself to talk to her . I miss you darling.