Battle-field

The summer placement application is open and the deadline is November,which is only one month left. I can imagine myself losing this opportunity and get my ass back to malaysia next summer although i never buy my return ticket.

When you have unreasonably demand and expectation on yourself, but cant achieve them even you want for it, the feeling sucks. It sucks even more when you have so many more to catch up, with all the lab going on. I feel bad for not being able to achieve what i expect myself to be.

Had a thought on fate today. Things may be fated to be, but we can choose not to follow it. Work it out the one you want, realise it and move on after that. 

Had a very nice workout today, went for outdoor jogging. I think all my anger have just been released.