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I always feel that 24 hours just so not enough for me, and fear that i cant finish/have enough time to do what I want to do. Life is so short yet you are so greedy and want to enjoy more. Nor it in more money to spent,travel more, or be more consistent and put more effort in your studies. I think coming to Glasgow last month marked the beginning of a new change. Alcohol and liquor aside,not to mention this,i wont probably highlight on it much,i have decided how i would like my third and fourth year here to be. And realised that although i am not some Noble prize winner or some rich guy's daughter, at least i am not a piece of shit. More fulfilling. More enrich experience. More new friends. More talk. And get to know myself better.

I would probably overload myself with work but there are fun activities which i am enjoy for doing them. A conversation with julia, i get to know that, for her, i am a thoughtful person as she said i have the thinking look and have a lots in mind and hardly share with people. She is not the first to say so. I think i could have done more to minimise all these imperfections. I want to be happy. And i want to try to make people who care and love me to be happy too. And of course not to let myself back to the past.

It is amazing how people that i know have changed to become who they are today. For the better for them ? A slight change, understanding too well in a sudden become stranger .Would you  give them one more chance and place your trust again?Dilemma. I hope everything goes well.